The First 2 Weeks

My 3rd year began 2 weeks ago. I have set sights upon 3 lecturers, which I have a very nerve-wrecking session whenever I enter their classes.

Hailed from Pakistan / Bangladesh / India, whichever the country they are from, they share the same similiar passion within them : To teach us students how to die in their subjects respectively~!!!!

Take Dr. Bashir, the machine design lecturer. He is knowledgable, that is very good. He provides us his own notes. Very good. The only problem is that he lacks the ability to convey his knowledge into erm... sentences. He stutters alot, which is quite irritating in my opinion. A great lecturer hampered by his disability to express his thoughts. Self reading is the only solution to get away from this subject unscathed.

Sigh~~

Then the next candidate would be Dr. Shahida Begum. She who taught Materials 2 years ago, are reunited once again in Engineering Measurements. Her command in English is good, but her accent makes it hard for us to catch whatever she's saying. So another subject going down the drain.

Sigh~~

The final candidate (and obviously the greatest among all) is none other than Dr. Farrukh Nagi aka Fagi. Modeling & Dynamics System lecturer. Good command in speaking. Brimming with confidence, he begins lecturing us about analysing the springs, dampers loaded onto the mass and how the physics law works on it.

He's teaching the basics. Most students aren't paying attention.
He's beginning to feel dulan.
OK IT'S TIME FOR QUIZ!!
What the?!!
Yeah when I caught you guys not paying attention, this is when I shall strike!!
-.-"
It's only the first week!!!

Things got worse after that...

He's drawing a particular diagram, explaining about the importance of the direction the forces are acting on.
He got the direction the other way round.
He didn't realise it. So did we ( we still dunno what he is teaching about )
One student did realise it. He raised his arm.
Sir I think it's the other way round.
Noo Noo you aren't knowledgable enough to understand what I'm doing now!
-.-"

A few days later...

He redrew the same diagram, this time with the force direction applied to the correct direction!!
Sir, what happened the other day?
Now don't you remember the previous lesson, you should follow and change in accordance!
-.-"

How to survive in this subject with such sohai lecturer??!

Other subjects are ok. But I smell death coming too soon for this semester. Too soon...

*****

On a side note, housewarming party is as successful as it could be! With all the things well prepared at the last moment, things could not have gotten worse, could it?

Well it did!!

First of all, the amount of people attended exceeded expectation.
With that, more trouble loomed.
Makanan tak cukup.
Minuman - logistic timing tak ngam.
Some people even go for 2-3 rounds (one even dared 7 rounds)
Basically, the food is not enough!!

But still, not many people are complaining, so what the heck! It's fun to have a housewarming. But enough stress conjured within those days...

Tiba masa untuk tidur.

Reporting from home, Klang!

Revived

OMG! I didn't realise that I've abandon this blog for almost a month (2 weeks short nia~~) and I've yet to blog about my trip in Ireland!

Before the Ireland stuff, it's time to let readers (if there's still any left after my lacksture of updating) know what have I been doing for the past 2 weeks after the updates on Dragonforce...

It's better if I just list them out right here instead of elaborating further:

- I'm staying outside of Uniten Campus, along with my housemates Alwin, Tai Soon, Eugene and Tai Leong, we are currently building our hideout in Taman Desa Serdang.

- Streamyx and phone line is still in the process of pasang'ing so do not expect to see us coming online on weekdays... Unless we go to Uniten's Comp Lab to log in!

- I'm currently driving my sis's car to Uniten. Since my sis is currently working in Ireland, why not I use?? But I have to bear the petrol cost and maintenance fees of course.

- Seeing the probability of becoming broke in less than a month, I've decided to help my cousin in his handphone shop on weekends to earn abit of pocket money thus helping to cover some of my expenses as life progresses in Uniten.

- Most important of all, my hols has ended. Time to get serious in studies once more.

Lots of words, no pics.. bosan betul... yadayadayada...

I'm blogging from my bro's comp at home, so I do not have the pics required to post it up.

There will be a House Warming Party this coming Tuesday. With BBQ involved... So excited! Can't wait for that day!! xD

Seriously, I better blog more often... -.-

Singapore Touring and Dragonforce Concert

Immediately after the Redang Trip... I was on another trip, but this time, it was heading down south to the land where kiasu-ism was rumoured to be originated - Singapore!

Staying in my cousin's place, I won't show the pics of his house. Kena respect privacy mah...

However, I should show his little daughter though! Quite an attractive star! xD

isn't she adorable??!

Her name's Grace and she's only 1 year old ++

My sis and I Just have to get a picture with her!!

Hrrm, my bro and tai sou seems eager to have one anytime soon *hint**hint*

After jalan-jalan at Suntec City (which I have no intention to show the pics!!), my cousin Chee Lip has bought us tickets to join Singapore's latest tourist attraction.. Behold!!

Singapore Ducktour!

Built on a war machine that once served in the vietnam wars, this ingenious truck can travel both on land and water!! Though it's never been thought as a future commercial exploitations!!

The largest floating stage in Asia (I think?)

The microphone-shaped building which is actually the place for live stage performances.

Cool design on the building!

Paying homage to Singapore - The lion!

Singapore's future pat toh spot! 36 minutes to complete one revolution according to the tourist guide onboard.

Group photo from left: Chee Lip, Grace, Chee Lip's wife, Dai Sou, Bro, Me and My Sis

with the Duck Boat behind.

There, the duck tour trip has informed me of the latest tourist attraction as well as the latest developments such as the New Financial Area and the famed Casino. The 1 hour ride cost $33 each! hampeh betul...

Of course, the main reason to go all the way down to Singapore is.....

Dragonforce is performing!!! Live from D'Marquee Downtown East!!

They are the ones who started the genre power metal - extremely fast guitar shreddings with melody tunes from both guitarists and keyboardist. Their songs do not varied much, for they include familiar words such as fire and flames, mountains and seas, warriors and fallen.. well you get my point. But each song has its unique way of protraying those words used above! haha! listen to them yourself!

Dragonforce in action!!

Herman and Sam doing what they do best - Twin Blast!

The siao keyboardist Vadim

Ready to rock the crowd!

Songs played included Fury of the Storm, Operation Ground and Pound, Soldiers of Wasteland, My Spirit Will Go On, Through the Fire and the Flames and others which I have not listened to yet!

I even got lucky when the vocalist ZP Theart spotted me at the back of the crowd as he was tossing water bottles to the crowd. Grabbing a water bottle, he judged the distance and threw it perfectly towards my outstretched arm!! A souvenir from DragonforcE!!!! what luck!!! Though the water bottle is a proud product of Carrefour... -.-"

As they finished perform Through the Fire and the Flames, they bid their farewells and walked behind the curtains. Shouts of encore was soon heard in the whole arena, getting louder and louder with each second! Finally they reappeared, welcomed by the fans with a long applause, and they performed their old classic - Valley of the Damned!!! What a great end to the concert!!

The concert lasted for 2 hours, but what a great experience I've had! After leaving the arena, my ears were still buzzing for more than half an hour. We headed back Malaysia after picking up my Sis and dai sou from the apartment.

I'm eager for another Heavy Metal concert! Such passionate atmosphere! It felt so great just to be a part of it!!!

Belated Pulau Redang Entry

First of all, my apologies for neglecting this little webspace provided, and to the readers out there... (there are a few that's keep bugging me to update! Thx for the motivation!)

There! Enough apologies.. Let's begin where I left off one month ago...

As some of you know, I've been away to Redang with Mao and his gf's friends for 3 days during May. Instead of pointing about how Redang looks like, what happened in that 3 days time.. I should show you fellow readers how Redang looks like! And abit of description of what really happened there...

This pic is taken while the bus stopped at Gambang Timur Rest Area. As you can see there are several other buses assembled here. Yeap.. all heading towarsd the east coast! Who can survive the 8-hour journey to Kuala Terengganu without taking a leak?

OMG!! We are here!! We are here!! We are here!!!!!! No doubt, better than the west sides.

White sandy beaches! Clear blue sky! Splashing of the waves! It's so damn serene!!!


I can't wait for evening to come by so I can snooze on one of these chairs... so tempting~~
There's hammock on the inside though as an alternative...

With the sea breeze, warm sun basking overhead and a book to read (that never lasted 10 pages), it's just too easy to fall asleep!!


From Movie Scenes, commercialised for better profit gains... The Gift Shop!



A lovebite from one of the fish as we go snorkeling in the Marine Park. Useless fish with monoscopic view can't even judge where I'm holding the bread! Definitely not on the palm lah!!! @#$!$@



Beautiful sunrise... Looks like a sunset though.

3rd and final day came, too soon... too soon. We all left Redang half-heartedly... chao tar'ed to the core... it's just too bad... We have to return to our own lifestyle back here...

With 4 hours to go, we decided to explore the China streets! And we stumbled upon a shop that serves good food... as well as tasty colourful healthy drinks!


I am just too indecisive to start on which, so I decided to drink em up together!!!
The aunty who made the drink was so kind, that she gave us discounts from the initial price!

And we left Terengganu~! Heading back towards home... butt got slimmer cos of another 8 hour journey on the road! T_T

And now to introduce the casts in this trip...

Me and Mao, pretending to love the plants! God knows why...


And his gf's friends.. from left: Hong Leng, Peik Chin, Pei Yee, Choy Meng, & Pei Sze

Jotomate...

Mana Mao's GF???!!!!!!!!!

She.... is forced to ffk everyone at the last minute after something that is not suppose to happen happened back then. Very unfortunate for her, cos she can't be as chao tar as I am now!

Hope there will be another trip to the island... next one would be Perhentian I hope!

Road to Ireland

Yours Truly is embarking on a journey to the Republic of Ireland to assist his sister to settle down in the land where Guiness rules the beverages instead of sky juice, and English Breakfast to replace the usual Malaysian breakfast...

For 3 weeks I won't be around in Malaysia. Instead I might be able to make friends with the locals, understanding their culture and hoping to get a few pints and get jolly with them. Hopefully I can withstand the alcohol effects without polluting the streets with my undigested dinner. Yuck.

Hopefully, the trip to Singapore and Redang would still be etched in his memory, and please bug him to share a tale or two once he returns from the land far far away in Europe!

Ok.. time to go!! Beg me for those who desires souvenirs! muaahahahahah!!

Paint balls

Now I understand how susah our Malayan soldiers have defended for the country, people and Rubber Trees from the Japanese invasion during World War 2.

Scale down the number of soldiers involved on both sides, the amount of ammunition and the size of the battlefield...

Maintain the adrenaline rush in each faction, guerilla warfare action....

Plus a few neutrals known as Marshalls who just seem to know who's been hit and who's not even though they are standing nowhere near the victim at all!

Welcome to the world of Paintball!!

Joining Fang Chin, Mao, Quek and their Nottingham colleagues in this testosterone-driven sport, it sure has proven to be one of the most entertaining moments in my life!

Hearing the CO2 compressed guns release pellets after pellets, while hitting the trees or nothing most of the time seems comforting, having the pellets hitting the barricade right where you are hiding is indeed, nerve wrecking. Mind you, these mini pellets are deadly fast and aren't pleasing on the eyes, as it causes blindness according to the Marshall on duty. I believed him of course!

The familiar commands a la Counterstrike can be heard from both factions. "Cover me!" no doubt is the most used phrase and "Chiong ah!!!" being the most misleading commands in both sides. Resulting unwanted 'deaths' and reducing the number of players on the battlefield in no time. No thanks to Quek (useless teammate ><), who revealed my position with a champion yell "Ah Shin good ah!!" as I made my way towards the flag in "Capture the Flag" scenario, thus drawing fire from the whole opposite faction. With no one prepared to cover my back as I run for cover and I'm visible to the oppositions' pleasing eyes with a striking yellow shirt, I don't stand a chance. Dead meat.

Not surprising, most of the soldiers 'lived on' with a scar so he/she has a grand story to tell to his descendants... (Pic can be found on Fang Chin's blog, malas buat link... sendiri cari!)

It sure is one great sport worth enjoying again, though paying RM 51 for it sure is a pain for the wallet...

JANICE DICKINSON MODELING AGENCY – MARATHON & CONTEST

Janice Dickinson entertaining the crowd!!

Coach Potatoes!! Here's something for you to look forward from your favourite idiot box, enhanced with a satellite called Astro with Entertainment Package subscribed! Tune into Channel [V] on Saturday, 6:30pm or Sunday, 27th May at 1:30pm! to view special marathon screening of the complete 1st season of “Janice Dickinson Modeling Agency”

*marathon ---> sit there for like almost 7 hours to watch the whole season in one shot!*

To make you coach potatoes less guilty for sitting through for long periods, Channel [V] is giving you the chance to win fabulous prizes by sending photos of you and your family or friends looking gorgeous and look every bit like a hot model! Take the pictures and email them to http://aa.f582.mail.yahoo.com/ym/Compose?To=vparty@my.channelv.com. The best party picture wins!

Hurry up!! For the closing date is on 8th June 2007. Better start dressing up, making up, and pose!! And uh, don't forget the cameraman!!

Mum's Day

Mother is the name for God, on the lips and hearts of all children.


Script found in the movie The Crow, quoted by the late actor Brandon Lee.


Happy Mother's Day to the mums on Earth!!

Results!

Results are out!!!!

My heart is thumping at irregular pace as I log on to my university's portal, and click on the results tab...

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Mechanics of Materials B-
Mechanics of Fluids 1 B-
Fluids Lab B+
Mechanics of Materials B-
Mechanics of Materials lab B
Theory of Machine C+

GPA : 2.67
CGPA : 2.46

*phew* I did pretty well overall except for Theory of Machine, which I feel I could have done better if only I didn't skip so much classes, plus I didn't do much self studying. So I deserve that grade.

I have to buck up for my own future's sake. Time to push my CGPA further up and hopefully it lands me in 2nd Lower class at least. 2nd Upper class is abit too far for me now. Huhu... so much for playign DotA and other comp. games as well.. ><

Layers Tag

I was tagged by the ever bubbly Caryn (dun kembang so much if you come across this phrase!) XD even though not being tagged by others, this world is just too small to avoid being tagged.

Anyway, an opportunist as I am, this shall fill up the blog whenever I'm facing blogger's block!

The Layers as they put it :

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE
Name : Chee Shin
Birth Date : 20th Jan 1986.
Current Status : in love and being loved
Eye Colour : dark brown
Righty of lefty : right...

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage : i believe i'm a mixed malay, indian, chinese and the list goes on... pure chinese!
My Fears : neglected
My Weaknesses : very high central gravity? my build's too tall and too skinny? xD
My Perfect Pizza : pepperoni pizza, extra cheese and more cheese... and of cos.. more pepperoni.. pass me the tabasco sauce as well! shit hungry ady

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My thoughts first waking up : is it late enough to wake up..?
My bedtime : at the moment it's always around 3am...
My most missed memory : primary time.. where the worries are not so worrying as compared to now

LAYER 4 : MY PICK
Pepsi or Coke : ain't giving a shit
McDonald's or Burger King : can't decide.. both are pretty good
Single or grouped dates : single date...
Adidas or Nike : ain't giving a shit
Tea or Nestea : ain't giving a shit
Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolate!!
Cappuccino or Coffee : ain't giving a shit

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...
Smoke : NOOO~~
Curse : do i look like i do?! no right?? right??
Take a shower : wat nonsense is this...
Have a crush : a crush has turned into a lover... :)
Think you've been in love : i dun think i haven't ?
Go to school : i think i DID
Want to get married : i think i would love that!
Believe in yourself : that's been missing for a very long time...

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST
Drank alcohol : yeah...
Gone to the mall : yeah...
Been on stage : yeah...
Eaten sushi : yeah...
Dyed your hair : nooooo

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game : no...
Changed who you were to fit in : i'll let my frens judge on this

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING
To be married : once i'm blardy rich

LAYER 9 : IN A ZHAR BO
Best eye colour : dark brown...
Best hair colour : i presume anything except bright striking colours... think of lala... *gasp*
Short hair or long hair : long hair... so i can always play with it XD

LAYER 10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A minute ago : singing elmo song! XD
1 Hour ago : watching some stupid show called 'event horizon' with mum.. complete waste of my time cos the show sucks... but it's been a while since i last watched a movie together with mum.
1 month ago : april 9th? celebrating the final exam paper!!!
1 Year ago : probably doing the same thing right now : blogging!

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : my zhar bo
I feel : weird cos im' doing this tag
I hate : being neglected
I hide : my money somewhere that no one knows..?
I miss : my zhar bo
I need : to kao tim tis tag so i can do something else eg: sleep?

LAYER 12 : TAG 5 PEOPLE
Do if you guys feel like doing again.. cos most ppl on my list have done it!

The Return to Kuantan

Referring back to the previous posts for the past 4 years, without fail in between April - June, there would be a blog entry about the trip to Kuantan.

To live up to my fellow readers expectation, i present to you, yet another post...

MY TRIP TO KUANTAN (version 2007)

Cheh! Why la always Kuantan??

Beh sien meh??

Every year also go nia... go la somewhere else!

Still not dark enough ah? Keep going there...

I would have expect all kinds of rebukes from my friends, but guess they are just ignorant this time around. Everyone just know that, I would end up in Kuantan every year without fail.

Same hotel, same beach, same atmosphere... It's sunny, windy, and still... to my utmost disappointment, no lui's

Ok enough of those nonsense....

The main reason, for me, to go Kuantan is no doubt the Malay food offered over there. It's not just cheap but freaking delicious! If you think that you have tasted a very good Nasi dagang in Selangor, think again! Kuantan is the Nasi Dagang's origin (just like Klang's Bak Kut Teh!) So if you like to give your taste buds a try, Kuantan mari mari mari!! Aside Nasi Dagang, there's Nasi Minyak, Nasi Kerabu (blue colour rice wan!) and of course Murtabak! But my all time favourite would still and always be Nasi Dagang!

Of course, relaxing on the beach is one of the must-do on my list for relaxation. Lay yourself on the beach under a shady coconut tree with a book... Ahhh.. that carefree feeling... What more would you ask for? After a good nap, you will be urged to run along the sands and lunge yourself into the not-so-clean-but-better-than-pantai-morib's-sea!!!!

In the end, you would be tanned, darker than before!! :)

And of course, some night time strolling on the beach with the family...

The night scene (using my camera, flash elek)

I always like the crab's patterns...artistic!

Crab's trails!

The lightning effects are actually the torchlights! :)

The other highlight in this trip is the ongoing fishing competition on the day we checked out our hotel rooms.

Check out the size of the fishing rods!!!

One of them managed to catch a mini shark!! As the action took place too fast, it's impossible to get a picture from it. Plus, the shark is literally mini! So there's no reason for the fisherman to be proud of! ><

And of course, camwhore sessions before we leave the hotel. But I would only post one of it! ^^

Me, Mum, Bro & Dai Sou!

With that, we leave Kuantan half-heartedly, 2kg heavier from the food, and few extra kg's extra load for the car to bear with from fish products and another Malay food called Sata. (How can I miss this??! It's fish paste wrapped in pandan leaves and smoked to perfection! The taste? Lovely!!)

I smell another Kuantan trip in 2008!

Crap! I've internship in that period!!! Nooo~~~~~

American Idol 6 Fans Alert!

Head over Cineleisure Damansara (Beside the Curve if still unsure...) on 5th May, 2pm onwards to join the crowd and see the contestants showing off their talents in order to stand a chance to watch American Idol Finale LIVE!!!! In Los Angeles man!!!!

Hosted by the ever entertaining Hitz.fm’s JJ & Rudy, the selected contestants must be able to meet the criterias set by the organisers and woo the judges comprised of Brian Vinesh from Hitz.fm, hot DJ Marion C of Channel [V], and Agnes Rozario from Astro. So be sure to play your trump cards properly to impress them!

What the contestants have to do??
- Dress and impersonate like one of the top 12 American Idol finalists!
- Prepare 2 performances (their own choice eg: song, dance, talk, or anything interesting that's related to American Idol 6)
- To those who make it to the top 3, they are required to prepare another performance which incorporates “why they should win”. It can be singing, rapping, or anything
- Finally, they will be tested on their knowledge of American Idol 6.

Some afternoon this is going to be! So start practising everybody! Let that kiasu-ism boil inside you!!!!

Sanjaya impersonation would be interesting on that day should one of them idolizes him even though he's voted off.

So head over Cineleisure and have some fun!!

The 2 Weeks of 2 Months

Brief updates to many souls wondering what on earth am I doing in these 2 weeks...

First, there's this half-marathon in The Curve organised by BHP.

9km, around the Curve, damansara residential areas, a glimpse of the NKVE highway, 1-Utama, back to the Curve! Total distance covered is 9km...

9km only what...

9km that has hill tracks, one whole year without jogging since the PJ half-marathon, lack of sleep... Enough said, Im' totally unprepared for this time around. Managed to jog until the halfway line before the machineries in my body malfunction. The whole right leg is strained to the point that I can't even jog. I can't believe it myself, but yeah it's serious. So I walked the remaining of the distance, and judging from the injuries I suffered, I'm surprised that I am able to complete the route in 1 and half hour's time.

The reward for those who manage to finish the track is the same, and fulfilling... A BHP backpack and a certificate of Acknowledgement. Good enough considered that the amount paid to enter this event is neglectible, in exchange of the goodies received of course!!

No pics taken during the whole event, phone's left inside Kar Chun's car for safe-keeping. Which means that I don't get to snap any leng lui photos if i meet one...

But there's alot of them in this event!!!!! -.-"

Suan Le Bah!

Next post would be the Kuantan Trip...

yeah.. again and again eh? wont' be bored with that place? Pics are promised to bombard your connection so be prepared! *I hope*

The 2

It's been 2 weeks...

2 weeks since I last blogged here...

2 weeks since I last had a proper sleep...

2 weeks of writing non-stop on the answer scripts, but never able to finish all the questions in time...

2 weeks of rushing the Theory of Machine project, including the final report, presentation slides and building up the prototype...

Agonized, stressed, exhausted, frustrated, tired, consumed, emfeebled, zombie'ed, tensed...

These are just but a few of the suitable adjectives that best describe what my coursemate and I have gone through...

For the past two weeks...

Apologies to everyone / anyone who's hopeful enough to drop by and see me ramble whenever I blog...

Rejoice now!! For that dreadful 2 weeks have come and gone!!! I'm now a Free man!!!!

FREE!
FREE!!

*pops champagne and tosses confetti around*

~Shit... I think I've copied my fellow blogger's style!!

2 months of holiday and I shall enjoy it this time! Might find work or maybe I'm just gonna laze around in the house during the hols. So bug me if you guys want! I'm always available! =p

Panda'ism

Beautiful night ain't it?

I won't be looking out that often from now onwards.



I won't be spending much time here...


Nor you......

Forsake entertainment! Forsake the bed! Forsake the view that makes you ponder about the time spent in Uniten!

Arise! It's time to seek new allies! Those who would help you instead of forsake you!!

Welcome my stationaries, notes, and of course, the ever faithful Apollo Layer Cake!


Hell has arrived sooner than we thought!

It is the time again when we dig deep into our reserves, cracke our brains as we try to extract whatever we have learnt for the past 3 months and jot them down into a piece of paper.

3 months worth of crap, summarized into one piece of paper. Read that piece of paper and you obtain the whole semester's knowledge.

The Tablet of Destiny... yes... this piece of paper is the deciding piece on whether you would Long Piak in this semester or not.

2 weeks is a long, cruel journey to live through.

Fortunately, we do have some unexpected allies in the form of midnight snack!

Even though it's already 3am, there's still people dining in. Stomach is angry to many people at that time!

Studies aside, there's a Stroller Design Project my coursemates and I are working on!

We did come up with our finalised design (which is not shown here). The interesting one is those we brainstormed together, tinkering with the shapes and sizes...

One of the suggested design is as follows:

Bigfoot Stroller!!!!!!!!

Inferiorate other young parents with this big-ass stroller. Capable of supporting babies up to 20kg plus other items that you would feel like tossing into it!

Ok enough nonsense.

For the past few days I have stayed up with my fellow housemate to do revisions and project. We even went to our friend's place outside Uniten to complete the task together. Staying up till dawn has become a norm.

I hate becoming a Panda. T_T

2 weeks only... 2 weeks only...

A rare sight as we return to our hostel around 5am...

Mau beli kereta??

Good luck to everyone who's taking exams!!!

For Her Only

One continent away...

One ocean away...

A few blardy thousand acres of lands away...

A few blardy thousand miles apart...

So far away...

Yet...

Under the sky...

We are still one...

Despite how far we are apart...

Our bodies seem to yearn for one another...

You would always be in my heart...

All the time... all the time...


Happy 21st B'day my dearest Nikki!!! Sudah tua loh!!!! Sama-sama kita jadi orang dewasa!!

May you be granted more wisdom and maturity instead of looking much older!

May your leng'ness remain the same or improve as well, though I might be asking too much here since you are already so leng!

May your chubbiness remain the same despite you keep on kau peh'ing about being teased by everyone around you, including me!

May our luck last long enough so we can go up Genting's Casino and curi Uncle Lim's fortune! xD


I would have you by my side to face whatever that lies ahead in this forsaken land. =)

Uneasy Reading

It's 11.25pm...

I stare at the monitor facing the blank pages on this very website. Pondering, wondering, thinking, what should I blog about this time.

Keep staring, keep searching...

Dig deep into the soul, what is it that is bothering my whole being?

Isn't there something that can be shared to the readers? It might help to express it out instead of keeping it to ownself. Who knows? There might be someone who has gone through the same transition, and would offer some advice on how he/she goes through it.

Keep staring, keep searching...

The exams are coming close, like in a week's time. It always spells disaster for anyone whose thoughts is on nothing but the coming exams. The fear that strikes you when the day comes, the fear when you do not obtain the expected results, the fear when your parents look disappointed whilst you yourself would feel the most disappointed of all.

NO no no.. that's not the bothering one... I believe I can perform well in this finals... for once!

So what's bothering me??

Goodness gracious me I have no f**king idea. I really need to analyse myself thoroughly...

Oh wait! I know ady!!!!!!!

*scrolls up.. and then down again*

Impressive.. the page is filled up! Once again a blog entry has been done!!!

Ahh... My burden has been greatly reduced! ^^

Time for some sleep(DotA).. Oops!

Sony Ericsson k618i

My friends, the moment has finally come to past...

Say goodbye to my old phone...

And welcome the new 'soulmate'...

It doesn't come in pairs unfortunately ><

*pics taken from http://www.gsmarena.com*

Given to me by my parents as my 21st b'day, I'm a very lucky person I must admit. They've promised me to get me a new phone, and asked me to choose a phone of my liking.

Within a RM 1000 budget.

So there goes all those REALLY CANGGIH CANGGIH phones eg k800! T_T

With the options limited to budget, I have to scout around for an all-rounder that suits my needs, and this Sony Ericsson k618i is the suitable candidate!

Armed with the most essential features such as mp3 player, camera, bluetooth, and 3G, this is the phone that would at least keep me alive, especially a tech-jakun like me who doesn't have the privilege to have his own mp3 player and a personal digicam to fiddle with. And 3G.. what on earth is 3G in the first place?!

The downside of this phone though, is the camera itself. Despite a 2MP capability, it doesn't have flash nor autofocus. So the picture quality is honestly disappointing.

Angry ah! No autofocus! No flash! @!$!%!%^

Aside that, it doesn't have a radio, so I won't be able to access the local radio station for any gossips and news, and random music as well, though I do have my own selection of songs to listen to via mp3.

And the 3G... nothing wrong with it.

Just that digi doesn't have 3G yet... and I'm using digi line now.. -.-"

Will solve that problem later. For the moment, the trend of owning a Sony Ericsson phone has hit the young adults' market like me!

The Sony Ericsson family. Pic taken by Beng Siong's Nokia 6280. How ironic.

With this, I have all the reason to post more pics in my blog!! =)

No more long lines of words. How boring!

Just a thought...

I'm now 21 years old. As would be for those who's born on the year 1986. 21 is the prime time where a teenager has finally turned into an adult. No more 'teen' suffix in our age, it's the numbers themselves we are calling now.

To us, being 21 is like finally broken free from lots of restriction, especially when it comes to our own freedom and decision-making matter. We were always prohibited by our parents to go out till the wee hours, we were always restricted by our own parents to do those things that we just feel like doing, without considering the pros and cons of our own actions. We just want to do it that's all!

We don't care what parents say about getting caught in cybercafe whilst we frequent the place like almost everyday. We don't care about having supper at night when the prospect of getting robbed / raped <--- refers to zhar bo's! is higher than in broad daylight.

We just don't care, we ignore their warnings, and at the same time we want to look at how our parents get angry especially when things do get wrong.

See what raging hormones can do to us while we are in our teenage years...

Now when I think back, I have finally realise what they are trying to say to us. The current society is in such a pathetic state that there's no safe place for everyone to tread about. Yum char session has become a calculated risk to some faction, while others still brave themselves out (like me), ikut nasiblah.. kalau kena.. kenalah. I just wanna meet up with old pals as well as to gain that extra fat!

At the same time, the feeling of fear is there inside of me. Fear of getting myself hurt, fear of losing people that I cared and loved most, that's where I begin to consider everyone's feelings apart from my own. What would my parents feel if they see me got involved in a hit-and-run robbery? Or anything that's bad enough to have everyone worried. Oh it doesn't have to be on me, but what of the other people?? You dont' wanna lose them dont' you??

Unless you are a self-centered person who doesn't give a shit to people around you...

Despite all the shit I've come up with, I guess I'm still stuck in my family as the youngest. No matter how old you are, you would always be the youngest in the family. My parents would always consider me as their little boy.

I acknowledge that, cos I still have so much yet to learn from them...

To you, my dear

As you depart from Malaysia for Monash University, Clayton...

I have arrived at Uniten, Kajang...

It's heartbreaking for me especially...

That I couldn't see you off at the airport...

Nor bugging you on that day itself...

I'm downright sinful!!!!!

It all began on November 2006,
As you return home for summer break,
A date for our date is then fixed,
To fulfill the promise that we didn't break.
The outing...
The meal...
The movie...
And you have to drive because I don't have the car,
And I do not know the way too!

As the seed is planted, the sun shines radiantly,
With adequant watering,
With tender love,
The seed shall bloom and blossom into a flower...

The flower will not wither.
Cos I've installed WATER SPRINKLER!!!

*9 months left for your eternal freedom from the evil clutches of Monash U!! ngek ngek!*