Monday, January 31, 2005

a breathing space

time really flies like an arrow shot from legolas's bow... in a few moments i will be finishing my first half of my 2nd semester... (by then i should have got rid of chemistry mid term test as well -.-")

My age seems to catch up on me somehow... the time when i really feel that i have entered the adulthood... really... time flies especially when ur routine is almost like an adult eg: wake up, go to work... come back on evenings... rest... eat dinner... free time... sleep. And i have to mention that an adult's free time is not entirely the so-called teenager's free time... where yum char sessions is always available, adults will think of tomorrow's routine once again... grumbling to himself that he can't spend much time with his eyes open... and thus... another day has gone... and another day's beckoning... and sooner or later....a week's gone, month's gone... and then... u've passed another year.....

what usually comes when another year's gone... u try to make a new resolution... hoping that this year will be better than the previous wan... in a way it might change u... but try as hard as u can... it's just.... ANOTHER ROUTINE YEAR~! doing the same thing over and over again... is this the kind of routine we are bout to face when we first get our permanent job?? looks like it doesn't it? when i look at my parents... *mum especially* i think... yeah.. if i get that sorta job... i will be rushing myself further into *get-old-sooner-than-everyone* syndrome... (my mum works as a nurse manager in SJMC, works from 8am-6pm everyday... -.-")

i do think i've got that *get-old-sooner-than-everyone* syndrome already... i don't know why am i rambling bout becoming adult.. it's something that we all will become... the hectic lifestyle and pressures... i suppose i can't decide what will happen then.. all i know is.. when the time comes.. i won't be able to play as much as i do now.. and spending time with my pals... *exception to few.. especilaly Mao... since i can' t escape him as much as he wants to escape from me.. whahaha* i suppose everyone should just enjoy their lives from time to time... no matter what sorta depression/pressure/scoldings/ watever that makes u unhappy... cos in future... you won't get to feel those tinny-weenie pressure... it will be worse...

now .... my daily routine goes on... i got class to attend! -.-"




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