Friday, March 30, 2007

For Her Only

One continent away...

One ocean away...

A few blardy thousand acres of lands away...

A few blardy thousand miles apart...

So far away...

Yet...

Under the sky...

We are still one...

Despite how far we are apart...

Our bodies seem to yearn for one another...

You would always be in my heart...

All the time... all the time...


Happy 21st B'day my dearest Nikki!!! Sudah tua loh!!!! Sama-sama kita jadi orang dewasa!!

May you be granted more wisdom and maturity instead of looking much older!

May your leng'ness remain the same or improve as well, though I might be asking too much here since you are already so leng!

May your chubbiness remain the same despite you keep on kau peh'ing about being teased by everyone around you, including me!

May our luck last long enough so we can go up Genting's Casino and curi Uncle Lim's fortune! xD


I would have you by my side to face whatever that lies ahead in this forsaken land. =)

Monday, March 26, 2007

Uneasy Reading

It's 11.25pm...

I stare at the monitor facing the blank pages on this very website. Pondering, wondering, thinking, what should I blog about this time.

Keep staring, keep searching...

Dig deep into the soul, what is it that is bothering my whole being?

Isn't there something that can be shared to the readers? It might help to express it out instead of keeping it to ownself. Who knows? There might be someone who has gone through the same transition, and would offer some advice on how he/she goes through it.

Keep staring, keep searching...

The exams are coming close, like in a week's time. It always spells disaster for anyone whose thoughts is on nothing but the coming exams. The fear that strikes you when the day comes, the fear when you do not obtain the expected results, the fear when your parents look disappointed whilst you yourself would feel the most disappointed of all.

NO no no.. that's not the bothering one... I believe I can perform well in this finals... for once!

So what's bothering me??

Goodness gracious me I have no f**king idea. I really need to analyse myself thoroughly...

Oh wait! I know ady!!!!!!!

*scrolls up.. and then down again*

Impressive.. the page is filled up! Once again a blog entry has been done!!!

Ahh... My burden has been greatly reduced! ^^

Time for some sleep(DotA).. Oops!

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Sony Ericsson k618i

My friends, the moment has finally come to past...

Say goodbye to my old phone...


And welcome the new 'soulmate'...


It doesn't come in pairs unfortunately ><

*pics taken from http://www.gsmarena.com*

Given to me by my parents as my 21st b'day, I'm a very lucky person I must admit. They've promised me to get me a new phone, and asked me to choose a phone of my liking.

Within a RM 1000 budget.

So there goes all those REALLY CANGGIH CANGGIH phones eg k800! T_T

With the options limited to budget, I have to scout around for an all-rounder that suits my needs, and this Sony Ericsson k618i is the suitable candidate!

Armed with the most essential features such as mp3 player, camera, bluetooth, and 3G, this is the phone that would at least keep me alive, especially a tech-jakun like me who doesn't have the privilege to have his own mp3 player and a personal digicam to fiddle with. And 3G.. what on earth is 3G in the first place?!

The downside of this phone though, is the camera itself. Despite a 2MP capability, it doesn't have flash nor autofocus. So the picture quality is honestly disappointing.


Angry ah! No autofocus! No flash! @!$!%!%^

Aside that, it doesn't have a radio, so I won't be able to access the local radio station for any gossips and news, and random music as well, though I do have my own selection of songs to listen to via mp3.

And the 3G... nothing wrong with it.

Just that digi doesn't have 3G yet... and I'm using digi line now.. -.-"

Will solve that problem later. For the moment, the trend of owning a Sony Ericsson phone has hit the young adults' market like me!


The Sony Ericsson family. Pic taken by Beng Siong's Nokia 6280. How ironic.

With this, I have all the reason to post more pics in my blog!! =)

No more long lines of words. How boring!

Monday, March 12, 2007

Just a thought...

I'm now 21 years old. As would be for those who's born on the year 1986. 21 is the prime time where a teenager has finally turned into an adult. No more 'teen' suffix in our age, it's the numbers themselves we are calling now.

To us, being 21 is like finally broken free from lots of restriction, especially when it comes to our own freedom and decision-making matter. We were always prohibited by our parents to go out till the wee hours, we were always restricted by our own parents to do those things that we just feel like doing, without considering the pros and cons of our own actions. We just want to do it that's all!

We don't care what parents say about getting caught in cybercafe whilst we frequent the place like almost everyday. We don't care about having supper at night when the prospect of getting robbed / raped <--- refers to zhar bo's! is higher than in broad daylight.

We just don't care, we ignore their warnings, and at the same time we want to look at how our parents get angry especially when things do get wrong.

See what raging hormones can do to us while we are in our teenage years...

Now when I think back, I have finally realise what they are trying to say to us. The current society is in such a pathetic state that there's no safe place for everyone to tread about. Yum char session has become a calculated risk to some faction, while others still brave themselves out (like me), ikut nasiblah.. kalau kena.. kenalah. I just wanna meet up with old pals as well as to gain that extra fat!

At the same time, the feeling of fear is there inside of me. Fear of getting myself hurt, fear of losing people that I cared and loved most, that's where I begin to consider everyone's feelings apart from my own. What would my parents feel if they see me got involved in a hit-and-run robbery? Or anything that's bad enough to have everyone worried. Oh it doesn't have to be on me, but what of the other people?? You dont' wanna lose them dont' you??

Unless you are a self-centered person who doesn't give a shit to people around you...

Despite all the shit I've come up with, I guess I'm still stuck in my family as the youngest. No matter how old you are, you would always be the youngest in the family. My parents would always consider me as their little boy.

I acknowledge that, cos I still have so much yet to learn from them...

Saturday, March 03, 2007

To you, my dear

As you depart from Malaysia for Monash University, Clayton...

I have arrived at Uniten, Kajang...

It's heartbreaking for me especially...

That I couldn't see you off at the airport...

Nor bugging you on that day itself...

I'm downright sinful!!!!!

It all began on November 2006,
As you return home for summer break,
A date for our date is then fixed,
To fulfill the promise that we didn't break.
The outing...
The meal...
The movie...
And you have to drive because I don't have the car,
And I do not know the way too!

As the seed is planted, the sun shines radiantly,
With adequant watering,
With tender love,
The seed shall bloom and blossom into a flower...

The flower will not wither.
Cos I've installed WATER SPRINKLER!!!

*9 months left for your eternal freedom from the evil clutches of Monash U!! ngek ngek!*